ON THIS DAY OF AUGUST THE 3RD 6 YEARS AGO I HAD SOMETHING VERY SAD AND IT WAS A VERY DRAMATIC TRAGEDY HAPPENED ON THIS VERY DAY ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST SUMMER DAYS OF THAT YEAR!!!! MY FATHER WHO WAS REALLY MY STEP FATHER HAD PASSED AWAY WHILE OUT WORKIN IN A FOOTBALL FIELD CLOSE TO MY HOME AND DID NOT FIND OUT TIL IT WAS ALREADY TO LATE FOR HE HAD PASSED AWAY! THEY EMT'S THAT DAY GIVE HIM THREE OF THOSE SHOTS THAT TRY AND SHOCK THE HEART AND THE USED THE PADDLES ON HIM ALSO AND STILL NOTHING!!! SO THAT HAS BEEN ON OF MY MOST PAINFUL DAYS OF MY ALMOST 31 YRS ON THIS EARTH!!

AND ALL THIS HAD HAPPENED EXACTLY TO THE MIND YOU FROM MY BIRTHDAY SO EVERY BIRTHDAY FROM THEN TIL NOW AND FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WILL BE PAINFUL! BUT I HAVE POSTED BECAUSE SOME OF MY FRIENDS DO NOT KNOW THIS AND I WANTED TO LET PPL KNOW AND TO TELL THEM NOT TO TAKE LIFE SO LIGHTLY CUZ ONE A LOVED ONE, FRIEND OR SOMEBODY U KNOW MAY BE HERE RIGHT NOW BUT MAY NOT BE 5 MINUTES A HALF HOUR AN HOUR A DAY OR A WEEK OR FOR A LONG!!!

THEN BAM SOMETHING TRAGIC LIKE THIS HAPPENS SO PLEASE WHO EVER READS THIS TELL A LOVED ONE, A FRIEND A CO WORKER, THAT U CARE AND FEEL THAT UR FRIENDSHIP IS CLOSE AND DEAR TO THEM AND EVEN TELL A STRANGER JUST A SIMPLE HELLO OR HI MAY JUST BRIGHTEN UP THERE DAY AND THEY WILL REMEMBER HEY I GOT A HELLO FROM SOMEONE TODAY I DIDNT EVEN KNOW, SO SEE THEY MAY JUST THINK OF YOU AS A TOTAL STARNGER BUT THEY MAY HAVE REMEMBERED YOU!!!

AND SO DONT TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED CUZ I DID THE DAY B4 MY FATHER HAD PASSED HIM AND I GOT INTO A HUGER HUGE FIGHT AND DID NOT SPEAK A SINGLE WORD TO EACH OTHER THE DAY HE DID PASS AWAY AND I NOW REGRET THAT A LIL BIT BUT IN THE END I STILL KNOW HE LOVES ME AND LOOKS DOWN ON ME WATCH MY EVERY MOVE AND HE COMES AND GOES FOR TIME TO TIME AND JUST SMILE AND SAY HEY THATS MY DAD FOR YA AND GIVE A LIL CHUCKLE AND GRIN FROM EAR TO EAR CUZZ I KNOW ITS HIM AND HE WANTS TO JUST LET ME KNOW EVERYTHING WILL GO ALRIGHT MAYT NOT AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER BUT IT WILL ALL BE PEACEFUL FOR ALL AT THE END OF EACH PASSING DAY!!!!!! AND IF U AND WANTING TO KNOW YES YES YES THIS IS A EVERY TRUE STORY OF MY FATHER AND HE HAS BEEN GONE FROM MY FAMILY AND I FOR 6YRS NOW!!! IF U WERE REALLY WANTING TO KNOW IF IT WAS FAKE OR THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!